24 weeks

If I was still pregnant, I would've been 24 weeks today. With my history, that was a date that was always on my mind, a goal of sorts to make sure my baby could be helped. But it's already been almost a month since Sydney has been gone. It just amazes me that a month ago, we were so happy and excited because we'd just found out our baby was a girl. We had no idea how our world would come crashing down in just a few days. Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday are going to be hard. A month. I can't believe it has already been a month, but I also can't believe it has only been a month. It seems like a lifetime ago already.